My Adventures with JMSG, Part 3

Cabo was prefect. JMSG was perfect.

My friend Witnit and his wife have said to me several time:

"When someone is right, they always say the right thing, and never say the wrong thing."

Now I know what they meant. JMSG is like that. I get it now.

We had a great time in Cabo and he met my friends, who all loved him. I knew they would.

But now we are home and my training out of town continues, so we have little time together until I leave in January. It is a bit overwhelming but I feel we are trying to form an important foundation.

He feels like my person.

I'm not saying there aren't glitches, there are, but they seem doable at the moment. In the past I have seen huge red flags by this point - huge deal breakers that I always struggle with.

Not this time.

Part of me is thrilled he seems like such a good fit for me. The fearful part is waiting for the other shoe to drop: The one thing that will rear it's ugly head and push that dealbreaker forcing me to choose being alone, once again.

So far it has happened everytime, so on some level I expect it to happen with JMSG as well, even though a bigger part of me doesn't actually feel that is going to happen.

Time will tell.

Remember the Four Questions?

I have answered them all "yes" for the very first time in my life:)